i havent seen my love in 6 days
and its making me depressed
im also feeling. rather. um. yeah,. whatever.


and its no fun. because there is no releif.
for me.
=/
sucks.

at least in NYC i was busy
now im just lonley.
and vulnerable.
guess thats why mellors didnt come to visit.
he knew better

i'll pounce on anyone=/
guys, girls.
but i shouldnt.
ya know. i just want someone here to care about me.
to hold me.
becuse nobody is.
and i cant be alone for this long.

hearing his voice doesnt help.it just makes me more stir crazy.
what i wouldnt give to have someone to talk to, to touch in the mean time.


anyone figured out cloning yet?